Dreams Left in the Cracks

Along forest paths
between city streets
among people

how often I’ve changed places
with empty spaces
diving into shadows
to swim in the backs of my eyes

something told me
they were the cracks
in which death resides
the places
in which truth hides

and I tried to leave a piece
of my dreams in each
for those who come after

A Poem, Today

How do you think about a poem
when over a hundred little girls
have just been killed in an air raid
how can one say a butterfly
is not a demon born of fire
how can you say flowers
are not noxious faces in the dark
a poem nothing but intangible ego
or that the human race
is nothing but a monstrous face
like a coin without value
I’ve pondered this before
but today it’s crushing me

Alfred

        for Roger

The used bookshop’s cat has died
Exactly where the dust of time decides.
Alfred sat among the books in silence
Like the living presence of the past tense.
Always in tuxedo, he was mysterious
As Max Beckmann, and as serious.
A collector of voices and browsing faces
He was his own book of thoughtful places.
Goodbye, sweet tiger of the stacks.
Life is fiction and books are cats.

The Golden Hour

The yellow haze of autumn
falls across the field.
All the grass tips are touched
with dabs of Paris green.

Together in the wind
they are the brushstrokes
for this canvas of a golden hour
and spill over the horizon
like the harvest of tomorrow.

Cut Short

What’s barbershop banter without some politics
But the old customer with early onset dementia
Kept changing the subject and we played along
Swept up in the confusion of his memory
And for a short time gas prices were way down
Building was booming
Children played in the streets without fear
People respected one another
And humankind had just landed on the moon

Sleepless Songs at Sixty-Six

By now, I’d expect to be buried
in sleepless nights.
For me the slightest thing
keeps me from sleep—food,
a shift in temperature,
of course, worry and anxiety.

I rise to a grey window
to see what’s really always there,
the vigilance of nature
stirring through the trees.

Then I think
sleep is the anomaly,
what we do dawn to dusk,
live a waking dream,
while only death,
like nature,
is wakeful and alive.